Have yourself a merry little christmas...

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 18:49:00 GMT

New layout... until Roxabbe makes me a bachground, this will have to do.
I hope she comes over tonight... :)

<3

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 15:39:29 GMT

Not much else has changed recently..
Aidan came over last night... and we watched the Notebook. It was actually very fun. We just cuddled up close and watched it. I really like him... I hope things stay this way with him... Whenever he's around, I'm happy. Truly happy. And I never want him to leave... because when he leaves I'm sad. I'm still grounded... but I know I will be ungrounded soon...

More than words...<3

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 14:14:47 GMT

Well... today is a good morning.
I'm content this morning.
Things are going well with Aidan, with school, and with family.
I'm content.
No more.
No less.
Content.
=]
It will be one month with Aidan on Sunday.
Although I'm grounded... I've been working really hard in school since then. Haven't skipped at all. Working really hard on projects that aren't due 'the next day.'
Makes me feel better. Like I'm not wasting my life away on bullshit.
I actually give a shit. And it shows.
So I'm content.
=]

1. Who were you with last night?
My mom...we watched a Charlie Brown Christmas. =]

2. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Hug my kitty. =]

3. Where are you?
In civics class.

4. Who are you with?
My civics class?

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Nope.

6. Do you love anyone right now?
*Blushes*

7. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes

8. When's the last time you cried?
Few nights ago.

10. Ever thrown up in public?
Not that I can remember

11. what were you doing b4 the survey?
Looking around facebook.

12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Aidannn<3333~

13. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Depends on who.

14. Where would you like to live?
With Aidan. =P

15. What kind of home would you like?
Just a nicely decorated one.

16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A business woman.

17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
UBC or Western. =]

18. In 10 years?
Married and successful. =]

20. Look at your top 8 list, who is your number 1?
Of what?

21. Why is he/she number one?
...

22. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friend list?
...

23. Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
Alex

24. Are you good friends with this person?
Used to be.. kinda distanced now..

25. How often do you log in to myspace?
Rarely.

26. Do you get excited by new comments/picture comments?
Not really...no..

--

Do you like candy necklaces?
Yuppp.

When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
I don't know..

Do you listen to music every day?
Yeah

Who's your weirdest teacher?:
I dunno...

Do you still go trick or treating?
This year I was going to... but that never happened. = P

What was the last thing you ate?
A cookie this morning..

Are you a fast typer?:
Yup.

What are you doing tonight?:
Seeing Aidan. <333~~

Whats your favorite type of soda?:
I dont drink carbonation. =]

Have you ever moved?
Yup.

Have you ever won an award?
Yup.

Do you do any sports or other activites that are unusual?
Volleyball, Soccer. =]

How's life?:
Pretty good. =]

What do you want to do right now?
See Aidan.

Are you listening to music right now?
Nope

Do you like someone?:
Yup

Whats a word or phrase that you love?
I duno...

How many days til your birthday?:
Ugh.. like a fucking year. It just passed.

When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
I dunno.

Where do you buy your underwear?:
La Senza.

What time is it?:
9:13am

What makes you pissed off?:
Lots of things.

Alrighty. That was fun.
Boored.....
Time to work.

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:32:24 GMT

-40?
wtf was i thinking?
+like 90.
it was all good.
for the most part....

still with aidan. <33~~~

procrastinating about this computers report i have to write about recycling computers in california.

going to rochester this weekend.
=]
cant wait to just relaxxxxx.

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) been past third base--making out
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them for you
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher <-- LOL MR.MCKIE. (even though i think i spelt it wrong...)
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die?
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to U.S.A
( ) been on a plane
( ) made sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) been skiing
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) Taken pain killer
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by <-- yeah... i used to love doing that...
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game <-- MONOPOLY IN NY...hahahahaha. good times. =]
(xxxxxxxxx) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake <-- when reptilia came to our school last year on my birthday. it was crazy...!!!
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) had deja vu <-- all the time. and it really irritates me.
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers <-- grade 4 or 5... with all the gifties. we always used to play that game...
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers <-- wow i cant remember the last time i did that...
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do <-- ugh yes...
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose/mouth
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Clause
(x) broken a heart
(xxxxxx) had heart broken
(x) had any kind of alcohol <-- ROXANNE?! YOU HAVE?!?!?!? oh... i guess on new years that time when we had champagne?
(x) lost a friend
(x) not finished homework
(x) stayed up the whole night crying
( ) did crack
(x) hurt someone physically <-- not on purpose
(x) lost something important to you
( ) spent more than an hour on your ir <-- ir? whats my ir?
(x) hated someone you loved
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe <-- really want to....
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes <-- i LOVE doing that.
(x) been a cheerleader <-- on halloween
(x) sat on a roof top <-- alex noussis's house with daniel like 2 summers ago.
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believed in ghosts
( ) have more than 10 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch <-- is that like nikki nikki nine doors?
(x) jumped in a pool with clothes on <-- AT JESSE'S HOUSE!!!
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly with bare hands
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) had a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) listened to christmas music in October
(x) loved a loser
(x) lied about something REALLY important.

that was fun... found another one...

1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?
Tuesday

2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do?
Hit on some girls.. HAHAHA/

3. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah. : P

4. Where is your mom?
At work

5. Morning or night person?
Night. I hate mornings.

6. What was the last movie you watched?
The Breakfast Club.. last night... I fell asleep with it on in my room.

7. Favorite number?
4

8. Any cool scars?
Not any cool ones.. heh... -_-'

9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
Their smell... OH MAN.

10. What do you do when no one is watching?
Sing

11. Ever been in love?
Yes.

12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?
I don't know... sometimes a stupid comment will slip out...

13. What is your curfew?
I don't have a set one..

14. do you talk a lot?
Usually

15. You + alcohol =
A drunk me.

16. What's your worst personality flaw?
I can be a bitch sometimes.

17. Would you marry for money?
No.

18. Could you live without a computer?
Yeah. But not happily.

19 If you could live in any past time period, where would it be?
I don't know...

20. Do you drink enough water?
Yeah. I always drink water.

21. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
Off.

22.What is your favorite fruit?
Peaches. =]

23. What is your favorite place to visit?
Rochester. It's so relaxing.

24. Are you photogenic?
Sometimes...

25. Do you dream in colored or black and white?
Depends..

26. Why do you take surveys?
Bordem.

[27.?]

28. What is the most beautiful language?
Italiannnnn~~~~

29. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
Awww.

30. What do you like most; sunrise or sunset?
Sunset

31. Do you want to live till 100 yrs?
If I'm with someone I'm happy with...

32. Why or why not?
...

33. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off?
Off.

34. Do you believe in magic?
Sometimes

35. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Yes

36. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
I don't remember...

37. Do you write poems?
Sometimes

38. Do you snort?l
Nope.

39. You sleep more on your back, front, or sides?
Front or sides.

40. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
Rottweiler

41. Are you basically a happy person?
I guess

42. Are you tired?
VERY.

43. Did you drink anything with caffeine today?
Not yet. Going to get a coffee though, it's lunch.

44. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your home?
7.

45. Do you get along with your parents?
Always with my mom. The others.. not so much.

46. Do you like/love anyone now?
Yes.

47. What do you do when you're sad?
Sleep.

48. What do you need most now?
A hug from Aidan.

49. What song are you listening to now?
nothing

50. What are you craving for now?
COFFEEEEE.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:22:32 GMT

-40
but its all good.
=]

still together.
things are loosening a bit though.
gotta fix that.
will tonight definetly.

GONA BE BOMB

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 22:31:52 GMT

4 crazy people.
and fuckin floppers

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:41:51 GMT

oooh can't wait.
wow.
hope it all works out.
=[
i got a feeling it wont. which will be so flop.
BUT ITS ALL GOOD.

still with Aidan. <3333~~~~

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 21:30:23 GMT

Quote of the day:
"When something is less than 2 bucks, tax is 20 cents."

Going to be insane... you don't understanddd. =]

Jim Jones, Diplomats and Lil' Wayne are GOOODS.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:30:13 GMT

If I lay here, If I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world..<3

It's official.
I'm crazy about him.

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 15:12:33 GMT

.Aidan called me last night and said maybe tonight we can do something. =] I would love to. I can't wait. I really like that guy. He's always on my mind!
AND HES SO CUTE. Ahhhh. I think I'm obsessed. Not really... hes just adorable.
Is it tonight yet?
Thinking about it, mom might not want me to go, because I'm pretty sick. I have a really bad cold. I woke up at 8:00 because of it.... So I got up and had some tea. I still feel pretty shitty, but I don't care. I probably look like shit too, because I'm so sick. Oh well. I dont care. He's seen me at my .. pretty much worse... that morning when we stayed out until 8:00am. I got home and looked at myself in the mirror, and almost vomited. I looked horrible. But he still called me beautiful when I left. *Sigh*
I was telling him about my cat, and how she used to be so small... and I miss her being small... and he said "When is your birthday?" and I said "November 21st...why?" And he said "Good. Now I know what to get you."
If I see him tonight, we will probably go to Yorkdale, and we can walk around PJ's.
Is infatuated the right word to describe what I'm feeling? Isn't infatuation .. more than like.. less than love..? But I think it's only reffering to the physical aspect of someone. According to www.dictionary.com, to be infatuated is to 'inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love.' Alrighty then.

Haha. Anyways, I feel like shitttt. I think I might shower... the steam might clear me up a bit.

Alright.. that was easty to convince myself to do. So I'm off the shower.

=]

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 18:30:10 GMT

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love

So there's this guy...Aidan...

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:14:48 GMT

last night
was the most fun i've had in a long time.

=]

YEAAAA

rofl
and friday. goin to sauga again. =O
jeff: shh dont tell edi
edi: shh dont tell jeff
hahaha

YA'LL AINT READY FER THA SHIT IM RUNNIN

i love you sam. rofl/

uh huh.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:51:22 GMT

-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
Hey..
him:
whadup
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
Nothing.. just got home. You?
him:
chiln
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
Uh.
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
K... Straight up...
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
I really like yu.
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
But..I dun wanna wait around for something that probably wont happen...
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             wanna be widd yu so damn baddd says:
So yeh..
him:
k listen im not tryna b mean or dry or nun is jus dat we jus aint like dat anymore if we deal u wudnt b getin wa ur askin for
him:
we just friends
him:
dun b mad or nun
-                               ..κ.ı.a.я.a ... тнε вøss ™             = [ says:
im not mad..
him:
k
him:
so we cool

and i havent replied yet
im crying
fuck
im sitting in my room with the lights dimmed... listening to slow jams (just slow but gangster music. gangster love music) eating ritz crackers drinking apple juice.
im so sad right now. holy fuck.

=[

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 17:07:15 GMT

i wanna be inside your world
whatever it is i would do
to show you
that all the things you need are here with me
just give me a moment alone with you baby
and i bet you will see
if i had you
i would hold you
squeeze you
love you baby
if i had you
there would never
be another before you

fuuck. yeh so i like this guy. who is my ex. and he always ask's me for my friend's email addresses. fuck.

chillin today wid sara, liv, kyla, ounce and whoever he brings.

shiiiiiiiiit.

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 16:45:27 GMT

The last entry I posted... with the lyrics for Where'd you go. They were for you. As cheesy and loser-ish as that sounds. I don't care anymore. I do miss you. I realized why I got so mad though.. It wasn't only the fact that you did it... but you did it without me. (That sounds really bad...) But I thought that since we were best friends, if we were going to do it at all, we were going to do it together. (Not that I want to... but I would have liked to be there at least.)

And what you said about being replaced... bullshit. Get that out of your head now. Because I may have found new friends, but none of them have what you and I had. They are new friends. But they haven't replaced you. They haven't even come close. Come on, Alex. Life is our inside joke. How can anyone replace that?! They cant. So after I tell Raven to tell you to read this, I'm going to unblock you. Because I miss you.

You know.. I cried about this? Yeah. Again.. I don't care how cheesy that make me sound. But you were my best friend. And I had a hard time letting you go. And I finally realized that I can't.

Please come back home..

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 05:19:11 GMT

where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
she said
SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE SHIT
SOME DAYS I WANNA QUIT
AND JUST BE NORMAL FOR A BIT
i dont understand why you have to always be gone
i get along but the trips always feel so long and
i find myself trying to stay by the phone
'cause your voice always helps me when i feel so alone
BUT I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT
working my day around a call
but when i pick up i dont have much to say so
I WANT YOU TO KNOW ITS A LITTLE FUCKED UP
that im stuck here waiting
at times debating
telling you that i've had it with you and your career
me and the rest of the family here singing
where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
please come back home
you know
the place where you used to live
used to barbeque burgers and ribs
used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the fire
but now
you only stop by every once and a while
shit
i find myself just filling my time
with anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
im doing fine
and im planning to keep it that way
you can call me if you find that you have something to say
and i'll tell you
i want you to know its a little fucked up
that im stuck here waiting
at times debating
telling you that i've had it with you and your career
me and the rest of the family here singing
where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
please come back home

boring night. plans flopped as usual. sam and i just hung around yd. and now im home again.
yup.
dance competetion tomorrow...

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:20:14 GMT

So you stole my world..

...ugh. everyone is happy.

thats good.

im not though. im really really sad actually.

I feel lonley.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:51:46 GMT

Spare first period... dont have to be to school until 10.

Anyways, I had pretty weird dream last night.

Heres what happened. I was with Anthony Ferrino at a party. We were like grinding and dancing and shit... and then we somehow end up deciding to leave. So we walk out of the house (a house I didn't recognize) and we get in an Escalade. (I KNOW!!) It was a truck though.. like.. a pick-up truck. It was white. So we're sitting inside and then he hotwires it, and I freak out like "WTF WERE GONNA GET BOOKED FOR THISSSSS!" and he does it anyways. (By the way, the passenger side is on the left. Opposite of what it should be.) So anyways, we drive off, and pull into another driveway. (The driveway of my old house, but in the dream it wasnt supossed to be my old house.. just some random house.) So then we walk in, and we sit at the table and have a drink of something... I dont know.. not alcohol. It was these small round glasses that look like the ones at Sam's house. (KEEP IN MIND WE BROKE INTO THIS HOUSE ALSO.) So we put the glasses in the sink.. and I wash them, so there was no DNA on them. Haha. And we go outside. When we get there, there are two women there... kinda hot... and I still dont know what they were doing... Or who they were.. but whatever. Anyways, the Escalade is gone and they say, "The cops are on their way, you better run." We're just like "Whatever." and we dont leave. lol. THEN we hear sirens, so Anthony BOOKS IT. He RAAAAAAAN. I followed him. He went into the building next to my old house (which was the same in my dream as it is in real life.) and we run up some stairs, and hes running alot faster than I am, so I can't see him anymore. So I get to the top of the stairs, and I see the door close infront of me, and I hear a cop, so I don't go out the door. And I look out the window and Anthony is on the ground and there's a cop over him. And I'm like "SHIT." and the cop must have heard me, because he opened the door and pulled me out. so I was sitting on the ledge by the door, and Anthony was on the ground. And the cop was just standing around. Only us 3. Thats it. Finnally, the cop walks away to talk to someone else, and Anthony and I get up and leave. We just walk calmy. We walk past the cop and I just say "peace" and show it with my hand. And we walk around the corner, and we're like.. downtown now. Anyways. As we're walking away, Anthony says "I'll throw him a 20 or something. I knew we'd get off." I was like "Yeah.. me too."

Thats it. THen I woke up and saw it was a dream. Which sucks, because it was pretty sick. Lol. Anthony Ferrino is amazing. Lol. I haven't chilled with him in a few weeks though... but he's sooo funny. And pretty hot too. Lol.

The song I'm listening to is fucking amazing. Show Me The Money - Petey Pablo. From Step Up. I can't wait for my competetions this weekend and Monday. Saturday is one with Dance, and Monday is my street one. I'm going to fucking murder everyone at both. AHH. I'm so excited.

Fuck, tonight I gotta work from 4:30-8:30 then rehersal is from 8:30 until like 11. Thank god I finished my history paper last night. Anyways, gotta go to school now. It's 10 to 9, so yeah.

ESZAYY

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 01:12:15 GMT

as your dissapearing
im hearing
all i wanted to say
i should focus more on
the thought of
letting you just slip away
but i get this strange feeling
your not revealing
everything you wanted to say
so its just a little harder
for me to play the part of
watching you walk away
so before you dissapear again
just think of what your feeling
and dont go
theres more to what your telling me
im not buying what your selling me
dont go
dont you understand that
im stranded
in a feeling i cant shake
dont you realize that
im frightened
of all the things your gonna take
and now you seem so distant
so much more resistant
to ever let the feelings show
so its hard for me to face it
even less replace it
everything your letting go
so before you disapear again
just think of what your feeling
and dont go
theres more to what your telling me
im not buying what your selling me
dont go

enough said../

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:47:01 GMT

It's not so bad
Your only the best I ever had..
You dont want me back...
Your just the best I ever had..

But really, it is so bad.

Today I realized that nothing is going to happen with him. Ever. He is just playing around... Of course. I get my hopes up for nothing. Nothing. Nothing at all. Friendship. I have enough friends. (That was a little concited.. but it's the truth.)

I wish he...

I wish alot of things right now...

Need ideas for my birthday... which is in 28 days. Although right now... I'm not excited in the LEAST.

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 14:50:27 GMT

Desidero alla b con voi

Translated: I want to be with you.

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 17:04:21 GMT

everything is good.
im happy.
very happy.

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 16:13:42 GMT

im fucking bored.
its lunch. and im at school.
its going better though.
saturday was the best day of my life... i met up with my friends from sauga... one being Saif. The CUTEST guy in the whole world. He's amazing. I really like him.

Wait && see....

B-O-R-E-D A-S A M-O-T-H-E-R F-U-C-K-E-R

cant wait for work tonight. i dont even consider it work. because its dance. and its fucking fun.

p.s saturday i went back to sauga and met one of saif's friends named Mak. (yeah..another mak alecksi) and apparently he thinks im cool to hang out with and bullshit. so this weekend... me him and saif are going to chill. yeah.... i really like saif. hes so fucking cool.

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 14:35:34 GMT

single

new school

no friends

no more blazing at mack

fuuucckk

im on a spare right now... gotta go to english soon

everything SUCKS right now.. so fuck everything...

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 01:43:26 GMT

idk
everything is up in the air.
Jesse is the new boyfriend. hes by far the best looking guy i've ever been with. and hes really nice. and really hot.
i got Frankie's email adress from Pat. Oh man... Can't wait to talk to her.

today is a really shit day.
glad its almost over..

tomorrow is the last fucking day of summer.. already... i cant believe it.

im going to spend the ENTIRE day with Jesse.
he makes me happy. = ]